Phew.. last week were crazy. Actually, this month is crazy.
This month started with surprise from my old long friend who I haven’t see for a while, then my other friend called me to offering a job that made me tore apart, and I’ve got butterflies in my stomach for met my idol!!
My old friend who lived in Bali, gave me surprise by coming to Jakarta!! He is actually my bestfriend brother, but he feels like my own brother. We were chatting the whole night and woke up with hangover the next morning.
Earlier this month, my friend told me that her office have opening position and offer me to send them my resume. I don’t want to at first, I don’t really like the place and.. I’m not so sure about it. But then, she told me that I’m gonna be supervised by my idol, I started to waver. This offer really make me think a lot, because taking the job will means I have to be ready to let things go and taking everything to the next level. After a long thought and long debate with myself, I sent it anyway. Who knows when this opportunity will come up again, rite?
At the end of the month, like few days ago, I’ve got interviewed about that job my friend told me. She’s told me that there’s a chance my idol gonna interviewing me, but she’s not 100% sure about it. That’s why I confused about what to wear to interview, not because of the important of first impression but because I’M GONNA MEET MY FREAKING IDOL!!!
My friend laughed at me when I asked her opinion about my outfit. Humph! I decided to wear my topshop skirt (this very friend gave it to me as a gift), H&M shirt (this is actually my sister shirt, lol), and my marks spencer blazer that I loovee, and by surprise, it all looks good on me. Thank god!
The interviewed went well, but I was stuttering a little when my idol asked me questions, but what makes me losing it was, I realized the most important thing too late. When they asked me about my reason to work there, I was stuck. I never give that a lot of thought. I think it because I need the money, or familiar place, or maybe because my friends, I don’t really know. What I do know is, I was really nervous about the interview and really, really want to work there.
When I realized my reasons, it’s already too late.
The interview was already over.
And I can’t turn back the time…
Well, at least I did my best. Anyway, this interview has given me chance to think more about what I want and what I’m looking for in life. Maybe I got in, maybe I’m not. Whatever it is, I’m sure it’s gonna be exciting, rite?
