Last week, my friend challenged me to fasting my favorit drink for ten weeks!! Which mean, I can’t go to my favorit starbucks, I can’t meet my crush, I can’t meet those weird-funny baristas, and I can't buy my favorit drink, for ten days!! I think what worse was I already said yes and accept her challenge.
I was going crazyyy!!
No, it doesn’t have to do with the fact that I’m a caffeine addict nor I’m a drink addict, but it has everything to do with the fact that I cant see my crush for ten days!!
Okay, I might be exaggerating a little bit, but still, I used to see him everyday. Suddenly, I cant see him for days and the thought of him seems stays at the back of my head. It usually come late at night, when I’m about to sleep, but now it comes all day. Since I woke up with indecent thought of me and him, during the day sometimes he just pop up, make me can’t focus doing my work, until at night, when I’m ready to sleep. Especially when I’m lying down in bed, at the end of long day, and miss my me time at empty coffee shop at night.
Before I knew it, I already gone crazy.
I was texting back and forth with my friend, saying that I misses them. I missed my me time. I miss writing while watching sunset at my favorite spot. I missed my little chat with them after a long day. I missed laugh with them. I misses them, and the place, my place.
At day six, my friend gave up. She told me to lose already and go there if I really miss them that much. If I miss him that much.
Then, I refused.
I feel so stupid now.
Then next day, It felt like I lose my mind. I can't think, I don’t eat, I feel miserable all day, and when I texted my friend, she said, “go. Just go. I don’t care about the bet. If you’re going to annoy me like this, it’s better for you to go.”
I cant sleep all night, thinking why did I say yes to this challenge at the first place? what am I doing this for? Finally, I decide that I will going tomorrow morning, after my gym class.
Guess what, of course he’s not there.
I wasn’t disappointed though.
I miss the place and I got some alone time and I went home happy.
So yeah, maybe my friend was right. That I miss the place more than I miss him.
