this year, i have the opportunity to learn about serious relationship.
don't laugh, because I'm serious.
as serious as i can be.
AHAHAHAHAHAAAAA.
okay, earlier this year, there was some riot in my family, thanks to my cousins, about me getting married. if they were shocked, i was more shocked. when the stories clear and the situation comes, then i met this guy.
he's.... amazing.
he is more sensitive than i am, which means we both over thinker and one thing is annoying about him, he is super negative. again, more than me. usually, i was the sensitives one, the one who needs console and explanations of everything, the one who needs reassurance that everything will be fine, but this time, it is both of us.
actually, i don't see how we will work this out, but apparently, we did.
and he is super serious than ever. like, seriously serious. he make me think and talk about the future, about family dramas and stuffs. he mad for me, when he hear something about me that isn't right. i think, if he can, he will fix the world for me.
personally, all of this feels like... i jumped in rollercoaster without safety. i was so afraid in the beginning, but he made me jumped in that rollercoaster with him. i have to say, it's still interesting ride until now.
this year i learn that the future is very uncertain, and i don't know when or how this relationship will end. or maybe he is the one that I'm going to marry with. for now, i only want to enjoy every little thing i have, and him included.
