i am not a dramatic person.
but sometimes i can be. i love drama as anybody else, but i tried to not be involved with any drama in real life. except of course, romance drama. but it seems, my life never runs out of dramas.
if two years ago i have been busy with my crush and barista's drama, and last years were full of constructor dramas, family and works drama, this year the drama comes out from my demons, myself. the hardest battle of all; work on myself.
some say you never stop working on yourself, and that's where my focus goes this year. forget about boys, friends, even lunch date, i dedicated all of my time and energy for myself. hoping that i will be trauma and drama free as soon as i can, and that's where i was wrong. life is never ending drama.
someone told me that as long as we live, there are always drama, moreover if you are married and having family. i think, that's kind of points in life; how we grow from the dramas. if someone says that the only thing constant in life is change, i say the other thing constant in life is drama.
you cannot be free from drama. it's kind of formula in life. it will be like you are eating without spice. our job is not to avoid it, or become robot not to feel any emotions. our job is to grow from it. to be better version of our selves. to be wiser. to grow up.
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