Happy New Year 2017!!
Personally, it's feels like I've been waiting for 2017 for months. I've been going through tough time in 2015 and early 2016, and I've been using the rest of the year trying to picked up the pieces and fixed my self. Which is, not as easy as I thought, and I have this huge plan about myself and my life in 2017. Yeah, I know everyday is a new day and I've been doing that too, but I really, really, hope that this year going to be a good year for me. I mean, it's 2017 and it's still first month, we don't know exactly what's going to happen in a year.
in 2016, I learned so much about myself. I keep looked back, searching for some way to bring my old self back, trying to find my dreams, trying to see where did I do wrong and looking up for my destination. People may not see how myself and my life changes, but I do. I feel how everything's changing and I tried so hard to keep up. If I have to summarize what's been happening in 2016, I can say that 2016 is a year full of lesson. I learned so much through out the year. Me at the end of 2016 is not the same with my self at the beginning 2016. Everything happens and changing so fast, I can barely keep up.
Now, it's 2017.
Time come constantly without could care less about what's happening to us. It's time to move forward and say goodbye to 2016.
Thank you for the laughs, tears, and all lessons you gave me...
I learned how to forgive myself
I learned how to let go of things that's been holding me back,
I learned how to love my self
I learned how to accept everything that happened
and I learned how to move on..
Many people think that new year is time for making new resolution, new goal or new target about what we want to achieve this year, as for me, it's time to upgrade myself. Everything that happened, all mistakes you made, it's already happened in your past. Let's use this opportunity to be better version of you. of me. of us.
Be nicer, enjoying life more, eat more, be happier, exercise more, cry harder, work harder, be wiser, try harder, play more, be healthier, smile more. We can't be perfect, and maybe we're gonna make a lot of mistakes, but I want to at least try to give my best in everything I do, try to be better. So, few years later or maybe next year, I can looked back and say, "it was a good year 2017. I might be not always happy, or maybe everything I planed doesn't work, or everything messed up, but at least I tried and I'm happy during all those time, doing those things."
